Kuma01 Wrote:Exactly. And Tori, please stop to get discouraged all the time, and start looking at how far you have come already. Yes. I, too, know how you are feeling and this is normal. Look at your accomplishements, work on it keep at it, and stop worrying!Tori-kun Wrote:I'm not sure how I should deal with reading Japanese.. I feel so discouraged at some point when I read "easy" stuff like キノの旅 and still encounter words or whole sentences I do not understand while reading (= decreasing fun, because I cannot understand everything). It feels like this demotivation I face when reading Japanese sometimes brings me into a 悪循環 in a way and my learning turns into something forceful and only something in a "box"/nutshell, which is Anki in my case (for ~40 minutes)...I understand how you feel. But there is no quick and easy way to cram vocab besides memorizing it with anki. All I can say is that if you keep reading and SrSing words you run across eventually you will start running into unknown words less and less and it will get more enjoyable. There really is no going around that in the beginning, just cut yourself some slack instead of punishing yourself.
Even though this will mean little to you but it's got to be said. I am impressed how far you have come, and I would wonder if you can't overcome any obstacles, without giving up. Frustration is part of the game, yes I repeat myself, but it is so. And if you give up, because you are so frustrated - which I doubt you are even considering, thinking of all the time you put into learning, how will you ever accomplish anything outside your hobbie.
No doubt, you will master the language, but I am catching up to you so you better hurry. :p

(しょうがない) Lately I namely have lost the recent aim I had, why I learnt Japanese and learning aimless is just for the sake of killing time and not playing computer games (having no intellectual value for me, whereas learning languages and training my memorisation skills does, I find). I just need people like you motivating me and that's all about I can say right now. I'm getting drowned in a hell of a lot of work right now and it's like a 強迫神経症 (don't know the English term, ugh) doing my daily Anki work at least, hm. Thanks for writing the kind words; I hope you're healthy and learn a lot, too 