So not sure where to put this but I've been thinking about how I got to the point of where I am today.
-First off I was offered to live in Japan when I was 14 but promply rejected it. and I think this is the most prominent reason I'm learning it now; Regretting actions not taken.
-But even after that I never was really interested in the Japanese Language.
- I used to look down upon Anime otakus and I think I still do to an extent. But only on people that are obsessed with Anime to the point they are in college and have conversations as if Anime was real but not to the extent of what I did in High School.
-I couldn't eat Sushi because I thought who would want to eat raw fish.
-I took Japanese because I wanted a language other than Spanish to learn in college.
-I had no desire to really learn the language my first year of study. I left my oral exam at the end of my second semester with my Japanese teacher shaking his head in disgust. He actually told me I should never go to Japan. Great confidence booster!!! ( btw I have him again and he seems quite pleased with my progress I made on my own. )
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So I never was really interested in Japan It has always been there in the back of my head because my dad (who is Peruvian not Japanese ) has always lived in Japan. But other than that I never saw myself getting as far as I am today.
So what has changed to the point where I would be determined to master not only the speaking but writing and reading of the Japanese language?!
There is no reason. I do not have a reason to learn Japanese. I can justify it but in all honesty any pseudo-reason i come up with is not the real reason I am learning this language. But i don't believe we need a reason to learn the language. Will I get any use of the language?! Hell yeah. I converse with Japanese people around me in Japanese and I am studying abroad next year. Does that make it worth it?! It's fun so yeah. Even if you spend only one year in Japan in which time your Japanese level is somewhat decent that's still a significant event in your life. We can all make it to Japan if we want; just pack your bags and walk around Tokyo.
The more about the language I learn the more I feel open to experience new things. The more I want to learn. The more I want to just conquer the language in a way that is completely unnoticeable. I don't want to stand out because of my massive mistakes in the language but because of my personality. I want to get to the point where I don't hear any 「日本語が上手ですね」 I want to enjoy my life doing things I like to do and be able to talk to the people around me whether I be in America or Japan.
I just want to learn Japanese... that's all.
edit: が上手
-First off I was offered to live in Japan when I was 14 but promply rejected it. and I think this is the most prominent reason I'm learning it now; Regretting actions not taken.
-But even after that I never was really interested in the Japanese Language.
- I used to look down upon Anime otakus and I think I still do to an extent. But only on people that are obsessed with Anime to the point they are in college and have conversations as if Anime was real but not to the extent of what I did in High School.
-I couldn't eat Sushi because I thought who would want to eat raw fish.
-I took Japanese because I wanted a language other than Spanish to learn in college.
-I had no desire to really learn the language my first year of study. I left my oral exam at the end of my second semester with my Japanese teacher shaking his head in disgust. He actually told me I should never go to Japan. Great confidence booster!!! ( btw I have him again and he seems quite pleased with my progress I made on my own. )
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So I never was really interested in Japan It has always been there in the back of my head because my dad (who is Peruvian not Japanese ) has always lived in Japan. But other than that I never saw myself getting as far as I am today.
So what has changed to the point where I would be determined to master not only the speaking but writing and reading of the Japanese language?!
There is no reason. I do not have a reason to learn Japanese. I can justify it but in all honesty any pseudo-reason i come up with is not the real reason I am learning this language. But i don't believe we need a reason to learn the language. Will I get any use of the language?! Hell yeah. I converse with Japanese people around me in Japanese and I am studying abroad next year. Does that make it worth it?! It's fun so yeah. Even if you spend only one year in Japan in which time your Japanese level is somewhat decent that's still a significant event in your life. We can all make it to Japan if we want; just pack your bags and walk around Tokyo.
The more about the language I learn the more I feel open to experience new things. The more I want to learn. The more I want to just conquer the language in a way that is completely unnoticeable. I don't want to stand out because of my massive mistakes in the language but because of my personality. I want to get to the point where I don't hear any 「日本語が上手ですね」 I want to enjoy my life doing things I like to do and be able to talk to the people around me whether I be in America or Japan.
I just want to learn Japanese... that's all.
edit: が上手
Edited: 2011-03-05, 4:02 pm
