What you basically saying is that you don't feel you make any progress, but you wish you could move faster, but the process is painfully slow and not very effective? Change!
Tell me this:
Do you know which methods work best for you to learn the language?
What did and did not work for you so far?
Why are you working through KO2001?
Because it was the next logic step?
Or is it that someone has written somewhere that doing it would be good?
Why don't you just grab a textbook like みんなの日本語 or Japanese for Everyone and work through that instead?
Is it fun for you to get up so early to learn?
Or does it feel more like work and not the least bit fun?
What CAN you say already give an example?
What are your weak spots?
Do you do any exercises?
Do you have a schedule?
Willing to keep a diary to see that you DO make progress?
There are many things you are able to achieve in a rather short amount of time. But there is no "one-approach-works-for-everyone" to learn the language. It is all about how well you know yourself and what works best for you.
Let me give you an example. I was working through げんき 1 last year from front to back. It took me less than one month to do it. In that time i not only did all the exercises in the book but also in the workbook. When i did this the first time around, i was not aware that a tool like Anki would help me. I was not sure how to use it either, or how to create flash cards. This i was learning while working through RTK 1. Now i use it for vocab as well as sentences. But that is not all i do. I also use Online Resources for my textbook like
*click me* or
*click me* When i do these exercises it is just for fun. But it reinforces what i have been learning during my self-study time.
I was planning on doing the same with げんき 2. One month for 10 lessons is not all that much. I thought i could do it in less time. But when i actually started working through げんき 2 i hit a brick wall. My motivation was lost and i did not know what was going on. That is when i discovered that going slower is actually a good idea. I was looking at my new years resolutions made last year and saw what little i had planned on achieving. And then i realized, that it does not make a difference, if it takes three weeks or a month to work through the book. It is what i can make out of the things i learn that's really important.
When i realized that, i also found out about a tool called Evernote, which i now use for my study. I extract the core information of each grammar point, make a short note about conjugation rules, and if i need it, it is all there for me. I was also starting to realize that going super hard on me is not the best idea. Now i use the Evernote "cheat sheets," with grammar points, some sentences on it, and some conjugation rules, and the exercises are a breeze. I also use my notes to review the essence of the grammar points. But i still try hard not to take a look at any of the information there, while doing the exercises, just in case i need it.
But i do see progress, going a bit slower now, and with more fun than ever. For instance some days ago i was working on lesson 13, the first lesson in the second げんき book. The exercise was about potential forms, and there were pictures, from which i should tell what Mary can do.
So, i saw her, sitting there with her chopsticks, and i though "ok, this one is about Mary and that she is able to eat with chopsticks." So i was typing away
メアリーさんは端が食べられます。
after finishing the other exercises i was checking if my answers were correct. Then i saw in my Answer key メアリーさんはすしが食べられます。 And it dawned on me what i had written instead. Mary is able (or can) eat chopsticks ... *yikes* I had to laugh hard once i found out!
But this is what language learning is about! No matter how fast or slow you think you are, as long as you are making progess, and as long as you don't have to force yourself to learn - you are fine. Find the right methods that work best for you, and enjoy the classroom experience, instead of thinking you are daddy uncool or sounding like a retard for not being able to say some sentences straight. Just don't compare yourself to any of those that are working super fast, because even if you are not one of them, you will get there in your own pace. Just like me, i will get there, and i consider my progress compared to some others super slow as well. I just hope that this wall of text contains something to help you.
I know this post is super long ... So, whoever is willing to read it, once you see this line you have made it.
お休みなさい
Edited: 2011-02-09, 9:02 pm