For a while now, I've just not really been getting anywhere, and motivation is kinda at a low eb, it feels more 'this is impossible for me' than it's ever done, I think. I'm struggling to get through my reps, they just pile up - 700 currently and not sure how best to approach it, whether to score harshly since I haven't seen the cards where I should have, or not because they're just going to keep piling up if I do. I'm just forgetting keywords, mixing them up...sick of seeing the same kanji (including ones I do know, they seem to take forever to reach a decent interval) over and over, really - it's infuriating to mess up just once and get stuck with seeing the card for ages. The annoying thing is this is my second time through RTK (my health was bad so I stopped studying, basically), making it more boring I think than it otherwise would be. I like kanji but I'm fed up of them, but if I switch to learning actual Japanese, I soon have trouble due to not knowing enough kanji, and even if do I understand Ok, I'm worried it will affect production (which I'm horrible at anyway) later since I'm just relying on visual recognition.
Any advice? Thanks! I think I could probably do with a really simple, clear 'have to stick to this or else' schedule (my days are basically free, except a couple or so a week).
Any advice? Thanks! I think I could probably do with a really simple, clear 'have to stick to this or else' schedule (my days are basically free, except a couple or so a week).
Edited: 2013-08-26, 7:25 am

