Ahhh understood. Ok I'm not disappearing but now I got my plans and ideas to develop from all this great advice. I'm going to be a be blunt, but this will save my life of sorts. Without much detail I can say its become more then a life long dream and goal, my life is pushing it to be my reailty because my responsibility and happiness depends on it. I will post around other parts of the forums, however you all have my thanks for my seem simple advice 
Ok its go time, got some work and training to do
Ok its go time, got some work and training to do